It’s raining season.
A moment to enjoy the cool breeze after the long summer days that has just past.
It would’ve been more pleasant if I’m not suffering from flu right now.
Damn viruses!!
I wonder what will happen during my concert this Friday, of which I gotta sing two delicate Mozart lieders in a joined concert that will be held in ITB auditorium.

Something’s bothering me for the past few days.
It’s about the so called ‘advanced’ choir I work with.
The members are really putting us into a test… that we need to consider what the best thing to do to maintain its presence. It’s extremely difficult for us just to gather the members for a brief meeting to talk it out. For a brief meeting, that is! Not to mention anything about gathering for a practice.

They indeed formed this group together, and was very excited about it when they felt the closeness after signing off from the previous choir. Now things has changed, members are moving on with their own activities and their own minds.. leaving us wondering what the point of making the choir was after all.

Somehow I feel responsible for all this. But couldn’t really figured out what I did wrong that caused all this to happen. Is it the difficult songs that I’ve been giving them for the past two annual concerts? Is it the way that I lead? Or is it my own personality?

Well…
I don’t really know what to do.
I am grateful for those who still concerns about the presence of this choir and those who still give their best and work really hard to keep this choir alive.
I just hope everything would be better in the future.


Quote of the day:
"... I may be damaged goods... but I am goods nonetheless."
(the character of Adam in the movie "Adam and Steve")